Matter of Time

I saw it coming.
The signs were there all along.
I just stood and watched.


— hiography (@hiography) May 30, 2022

It's been a minute. I apologise for that, I've been preoccupied.

I thought I was fine. I did what they told me to; I got on with it, but it's difficult and I'm no good at smiling when I don't want to.

I think I froze time and fled my reality. I needed a break. This one destroyed me. I was lost and suffering; in pain every day… but I have returned. I tried to escape myself, but I'm everywhere.

I need to focus and remember to just breathe! Fresh air works wonders. My mind is cloudy, but sunlight is breaking through: I can hear the birds. That might not make sense, but it means something to me; that's all that matters. This is therapy. This is my way of healing. This is my eightfold.

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